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| User: | loveofhavok (71701)  certain songs
they get so scratched into our souls |
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| Name: | Three | |||||
| Website: | static aesthetic | |||||
| Birthdate: | 07-30 | |||||
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| AOL IM: |  me v myself (Add Buddy, Send Message) | |||||
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| Bio: | Your face would be perfect, elegantly framed with smoke trails, shimmering in and out of focus. I can blink and see the colours blending behind my eyes and feel your lips on my eyelids, or really, the dissipating warmth of what was once there. A memory, only I’m increasingly unsure if any of it ever happened at all. I can tilt my head backwards, count the stars and trace them to you, rearrange the constellations to fit my own selfish needs. I can’t stand the negative space for even an instant. And it’s so much easier to think of the once hads and to dwell on the never wills than to face the sunrise. You were always silhouetted by the moon. You once told me I had the hair of fairy stories and my eyes were the lost sapphires of kings. You, you had the knowledge of ancient lore burning beneath your eyes and the touch of plumage in your fingertips. That is, you see, what princes and princesses are made of. And under your breath, I caught that my heart was of the halls of ice that lined those crystal palaces. I never spoke except against your mouth. You told legends of the sky falling and of lost paradises and of things yet to happen (again). My heart beat slowly and you spoke in time, whispering against my skin as I bit into yours, patterning and destroying in one. You hold me at a distance and I come back for more, desperate and alone. I won’t take off the filters and you’re distorted but whole. And you fail to laugh at my plight, at my ripped dress and dirty feet. I can’t stop laughing myself. Too stubborn to let you see the tears come; I pretend I have enough pride left to care. I always let your name ghost on my lips too long; perfect, ruby blue and now still. You run your hand through you hair and linger on the tic-tac-toe of scars on the back of your neck. The proof of my love was always so tragic and statuesque, I think. But you’re walking off and I’m not waking up. | |||||
| Memories: | 5 entries | |||||
| Interests: | 45: adventures in chaos city, apple, at the still point, bootie, bret easton ellis, cannibal the musical, chaos city, chuck klosterman, chuck palahniuk, clea duval, clerks animated, cookie muffins, cthulhu, cute boys serving tea, epic love notes, hero protagonist, lilac & smoke, lock stock, michael goorjian, mix tapes, narcissa malfoy, neptune, oscar wild, shotgunning, skittery, slashy ladies, slytherin, smileycrew, snogging, static aesthetic, swimming, the hold steady, the horsemen, the muppets, the qcc, the swashbuckler society, this is ourselves, togas, treize khushrenada, under pressure, velvet goldmine, vicious malicious, vinyl no miko, wreck havok, ziggy stardust | |||||
| Schools: | Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry - Hogsmeade, Scotland - Highland, United Kingdom (1994 - 2001) | |||||
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| Friend of: | 50: 1234fuck, _bellisima, ablackcat, alexiskid, asiina, awesomejocelyn, be_more_chill, braveeyes, captainrallie, cheekalo, delirium, delisek, dianakid, djenzio, dodecahedron, fallenangel01hy, fallenangellark, glitter_adorned, goddesss5, happybutsad3208, infinitejoys, jaizikid, javajoss, jocelynkelly, just_4_cali, khavi, kiwijenny, lucykid, mellombardo, missywyatt, nekoshininigami, nemo_wolf, nesreca, prettyfool, prncsslaura, psyclist, random_doom, riddlemesphinx, safenthecity, scarletp, sedatedblade, short__stack, skywise_fhar, sorrynotme, spellercopter, starspoetry, tisha_leticia, trivialt, vmalicious, whambamthankyou | |||||
| Member of: | 3: paidmembers, recipie_trade, slashyladies | |||||
| Account type: | Paid Account | |||||
